The Soccer Moms - The Eff Word Lyrics

I wish I hated you as much as I hate myself
That might be tough, as I am real good at self-loathing

When I can't get my mind off of things that make me wanna die
I pull out my guitar and write a song
Or at least I try
My god, they're so awkward and frankly absurd
But always sincere, for that you can take my word
Or call me on my bluff

You said that we would be together 'till we both died
So since you're not dead why the hell am I still alive
You lied to my face every time that we were alone
If feelings make you weak then my strong side's sure not being shown
I lash in anger when I'm upset
I guess like right now
I can't cope with emotions