I feel it creeping up again
This demon, my long lost friend
Can't let it under my skin
Numbing my heart, eroding my skeleton
I'll go where the wind blows
I'll stay inside when there's no one home
I only know what I wanna know
I only breathe so I know there's hope
Save me, from the words I can't speak
Freely, because my mouth is shut tight
Tight
And I'm about to lose my mind
Stay away
I think that it's just better if I learn to
Live astray
I can hear you coming closer
Feel your heat as it approaches
If I could just breathe you in
Fill my lungs with your life again
You won't see me running next time
Or drag my feet as I look backwards
If you could just look inside
And that it's you I'm living by
God only knows how I beat this
But he isn't here and it's only
In my own hands to find a way
If I can find strength for the moment
When this weakness moves my head and my heart
To take flight again, take flight
Come, closer
And Stay
I can hear you coming closer
Feel your heat as it approaches
If I could just breathe you in
Fill my lungs with your life again
You won't see me running next time, no
Drag my feet as look backwards
If you could just look inside
And see that it's you I'm living by
Save me
From the words I can't speak
Freely
Cause I'm about to lose my mind