Sol Jay - End Me Lyrics

Sleeping 'til my demons wake me up and try to get inside
You don't know what's all in my mind
I'm just tryna make it out, but I don't feel alive
But I don't wanna die
Oh, I can tell you it's okay
When I really know it's not
I could tell you I'ma stay when I'm already gone
You could tell me you're mine when I know that you're not
You could tell me I'm selfish, but these pills ain't helping
I'm way too far gone to stop where I been headin'
Can't open my eyes, I don't know where my head is
I'm lost in my mind, I can't tell if i'm yellin'
Ahh
Ahhh
Swallowed these pills 'cause I feel nothin' right
They can't help me I'm going along with the ride
But i'm high now
I been feelin' too much, I don't wanna live
I been showin' too much, I don't wanna give
I don't want my fam to get condolences
But they gonna if nobody notices
I don't wanna stop, baby on the real
'Til my heart stops, I'ma take a pill
Don't know who to trust, they don't want me here
See me goin' up, I could smell the fear, yeah
They gon' know my name when I'm gone
But they never knew, no, no, no
Tried to take my soul, now they play my songs
They don't what's wrong, but now I'm gone, passed on
Why are all my friends turnin' to enemies?
I think everyone is starting to envy me
Try to pull something because of jealousy
Why they gotta go so far to ending me