Sonja Lembke - Brother Lyrics

Always wanted to find you
Almost died to let you go
With every step towards you
I only get further away

I've always known that something was missing in my life
But I didn't know that it was you
So I blamed myself and got in a really bad place
With my mental health
I didn't want to live like this any longer

I've always dreamt of having a sibling
Sadly, it wasn't supposed to be

Always wanted to find you
Almost died to let you go
With every step towards you
I only get further away

I've lived a part of my life without you
And without even knowing it
I feel shook, I feel helpless
And above all incomplete
We were meant to be together
But nature played against itself
It took a long time to grieve

I've always dreamt of having a sibling
Sadly, it wasn't supposed to be

Always wanted to find you
Almost died to let you go
With every step towards you
I only get further away

But in a way, you showed me
How valuable life can be
Because of you, I won't waste my life, but fill it with as many
Happy memories
As if I was living for two

Always wanted to find you
Almost died to let you go
With every step towards you
I only get further away

I'm sorry that you weren't granted the gift of life
I promise I would've tried to be a good sister
Could have played some games together
Would have never, ever been alone
You will always have a place in my heart
Brother