Sorrowgaze - The Summer That Came Not True Lyrics

As a child, there was a flower meadow
It was colorful and smelled lovely
The sun reflected in the dew drops
Of the various flowers

It's summer again
But it doesn't feel the same
Everything grows, except me
Everything shines, except me

I believe this meadow still exists
But will I ever see it again
This memory of a better time
Will I be able to re-create it

This feeling of isolation
Separates me from the outside
My soul is trapped
Like a bird in a cage

I must only take a step outside
But I just can't do it
My body is frozen.
My heart barely beats

I believe this meadow still exists
But will I ever see it again
This memory of a better time
Will I be able to re-create it

I wake up in the morning
But something holds me back
I am trapped in my own thoughts
A heavy weight on me that pushes me down

I look through the window, see the people
They celebrate summer, sing and dance
But it's like a different world
Separated from my inner self

Can someone get me out of here
Can anyone hear me

There are shadows moving
But are they real
My view is clouded, dyed in gray
It feels like everything´s falling apart

But it's hard for me, I long for autumn
When everything gets darker
When everything withdraws and prepares for winter
The winter, in which I'm already in

I believe this meadow still exists
But will I ever see it again
This memory of a better time
Will I be able to re-create it