Soufside Slaughter - Balances Lyrics

I'm trynna find time in loving you
I need balance, I need balance
Can't stand by and get too comfortable
But it happens, I know it happens

I'm trynna find time in loving you
I need balance, I need balance
Can't stand by and get too comfortable
But it happens, I know it happens

I feel like commitment my only issue
Always wait til it's too late, i study and Contemplate to say i miss you
I know that time deal with certain issues
But you stop me before i plead out my case, i know you fed up when i attempt to
Settle you down,
Knowing i come around when i'm stable within my mental
Instrumentals just calm me down
I found, peace in yo presence
But i'm trapped still neglecting
The only time that i text you is when i think i accepted
The fact of wanting to settle down
But that's prolly not what i'm chasing
I'm think i'm complacent and just too stupid now
I love when you come around
But i know that my problem is these relations Is getting close to a settle down
I'm tripping

I need balance, I need balance
I know it happens, I know it happens

She told me f*ck you my nigga you steady wasting time
You say working and somehow i'm always stranded in yo mind
Well i can find you really ain't got my best intrest in mind
Cause what's the point of acting like this a forever and never acting in time
I should've known you was something different
I think i'm tripping cause i ain't pick up the fact that you went missing
When i asked you what's shakin in this relationship
And now you miss me when you gone
Dawg what type of shit you on
This situation is feeling like it's a f*cking game
Where i been fighting for your everything
And losing cause you ain't acting the same
I'm prolly just the f*cking blame
Or maybe that shit hereditary
And you ain't the nigga that i should blame
I'm saying

I need balance, I need balance
I know it happens, I know it happens

What can i do to get better with it?

Maybe i should settle down cause maybe i'm Feeling down when all the levy's hit
And this some heavy shit
I know she blowed cause this a cycle,
Where niggas pretend to like her
And my difference is
Maybe i'm lacking preparedness in these relations
Or maybe i just like the fact of chasing that temptation
I'm thinking i'm just rejecting change
But since i started making music, i'm choosing To say my life won't ever be the same

So who's the blame?