Soufside Slaughter - Carefree Lyrics

I been struggling for a long time
I been moving by myself
Can't ask nobody for no help
Cause I been stubborn took a long Time

Cause when somebody hit my phone
It's like they need me for a loan
But when I'm down who can I phone now?

Tell my moms I won't come back
Without some income and a plague
I'm pretty sure you'll hit my phone Now
But I been moving on my own now

All I needed was some confirmation
Time to go
Contemplate if I should
Meditate and elevate, until I find Balance
Challenged my M.O
All I'm chasing is some peace of mind
But I don't know
It's plenty times that I had hope
And lost it cause it wasn't profit
I found sanity without it though
Cause I need space
To clear my mind
Lost myself, when I built that stress
Cause I need this bread in a short amount of time
Bills piling up, might lose my mind
Mom's told me don't waste yo time
Chasing a dream, when working the Thing
Is probably the thing that should use Your time

But i
Took that risk
Caught up in a cycle gotta change That shit
Especially every time on my feed I see Niggas like me chasing dreams
I can't Make this stick
So I packed my shit and I'm on my Way
Found that time and I used my space
To clear mind by the way I'm fine
Been too inclined and too carefree

I been in and out my mind today
All I need is time and space
Probably got some issues, I'll clear my Mind when I medicate
I say I don't got time today
Tried to find all type of ways
But nothing really working in person
I'm looking so carefree