Soulucien - Drowning (feat. Kiah) Lyrics

So much for a fourth, my last letter on the 4th
I'm just praying that it works, can't do a 9 to 5
Moma saw it my eyes, wasn't taken less than mines
Emptied quarts it our minds, the soundtrack of how I died
The sunken place, pretty much looking like long street in the summer
Reminiscing on the lack of knowledge looking out the window with wonder
Knowing is half the battle, white flagging with a smile
Anxiety on the call home to bragging bout the trial
My freedoms on the beats like the salt against my teeth
I could say I can't breath but now I feel I can't speak
Whats a voice to a stack matter a fact a statement to a rapp
That rhyme can get you out, but that time ah drown you out
But how could I fit in, honor role Mr. Perfect
Have everyone believe in you and not know if it's working
Working your whole life to breath air and not make it to the surface
I've sacrificed for you, I hope for us that it's worth it
Cause I'm

Oh
Drowning
Drowning
Oh

I wonder why our kids are forced to learn how to swim
We had to wade
Why did music become so important to me after I left the gym
I never played
A meaningful soul wrote his life away here
But a meaningful soul can get his light taken here
A meaningful soul can feed the belly of the best
You would ate to be chewed but you know what it's like not to eat
Doggy dog world, big bank take lil bank
Currency run the world, spinning in the same place
Bet they sit together in a tall building and talk about how many oceans they can build
I just hate when jealousy comes first and you get killed
Its the same race like it don't exist
Matter a fact it don't exist
So take my color away, my curly hair, and tell me why I still got you pissed
Want better for all of us you give me reasons not to trust
The soundtrack of me dying here featuring me giving up
Cause I'm

Drowning
In all of your sorrows and doubts you have forced fed me
You have, truly convinced my soul
Pulling strings of my being into your darkness your depths
No longer a man
What's a will without in your hands
I have lied to myself with foolish fantasies
I shall hit the seafloor knowing my place
And giving you my light

Oh
Drowning
Drowning
Oh