Dear life, why you gotta hurt so bad
Take a break, why you try so hard
Let's, forget about balance and not make us so sad
I mean I do thank you for getting me this far
Putting me in the right positions at the right time
Proving it will fall through, just takes time
Seeing signs placed by you, particular
And so discrete almost missing ya
Forget to live sometimes, while breathing you
Knowing you are beautiful without ever seeing you
But coming in forms of my momma when she smiles
Or me and my girl when we do the same things
I guess we need struggle, only here for awhile
Still I wish that I could change a few things
I guess I can put up with struggle, only here for awhile
Still it's so weird just being human beings
Got all these bills I ain't ask for this
Carry a lot of pain I ain't ask for this
My life ain't the same I ain't ask for this
I don't know how to feel, I ain't ask for this
I swear I wasn't born to be average
And I'm getting real tired of not having shit
But I still find beauty in you, and I can't even hate it
I think it's sick that I'm alive, and I'm happy I made it
Dear life, your sense of humor is trash
Big ass comedy show and no one laughs
Still its the truth in your jokes so it's hitting a nerve
Killing my folks, I can't sit and observe
Bigger picture they say, well who painted in then
Follow the word they say, well who's writing it then
I got, too many questions for my own good
Or maybe, some things misunderstood
All the gems left behind are to be used as a reference
Not to copy to a P and disguise it as blessings
That's war over happiness just different from theirs
But really no one cares
We all die in the end and we living for what
It's each other it's with us and forever it was
Trust, if it was up to me there's some things I would change
But I really love the little things
Got all these bills I ain't ask for this
Carry a lot of pain I ain't ask for this
My life ain't the same I ain't ask for this
I don't know how to feel, I ain't ask for this
I swear I wasn't born to be average
And I'm getting real tired of not having shit
But I still find beauty in you, and I can't even hate it
I think it's sick that I'm alive, and I'm happy I made it