sour cherry peaches - shut it down Lyrics

If I could stop being myself for long enough for you to finish your sentence
I wonder if the outcome would be different?
I wonder if the rain will ever stop, or if I'm tied to a storm
Bringing thunder from the day I was born
Rolling in with no decency

And the rains pouring into your car
I wish I'd fall through the ground
And I could fill my body with all this water
But the demons never drown
And I feel all this tension every second man, every sound
Man I hate that I get crazy any time somebody sticks around

Tell me how to shut it down
Tell me I can shut it down down down
Tell me how to shut it down

I don't know why can't resist starting a fire
Set the whole world alight
I guess I still live life like a movie, right?

I wish it took less to get me to feel
Found joy in small things
But I haven't been that way for some time

And the rains even stronger now
Can't tell if it's my eyes or a storm
And I imagine in your arms is all it'd take for me to feel warm
And I try to pull myself out this hurricane I made from these walls
Oh I know I can't pretend to be sane anymore

Tell me how to shut it down
Tell me how to shut it down down down
Tell me how to shut it down