Spacelyss - Violent Visions (feat. Novae) Lyrics

Performing's f*cking hard
But I'm here with open arms
I'm exposing all my thoughts
To these strangers in the room
Feeling like a monsoon's
Swelling up inside my eyes
But I got on no disguise
I guess I'll just decide
To be myself and it'll be good
But if they ever understood
Who I saw inside the mirror
Maybe they would disappear
Basic interactions
Give me no satisfaction
But I can't get much deeper
'Cause I can see the reaper
He's creeping
While I'm sleeping
Oh wait I'm still awake
It's getting hard to differentiate
There's that feeling that I hate
It crawls in like a snake
Squeezing, suffocating my whole brain
And I'm going insane

Can I designate this place as a safe space?
So I don't get that bitter taste
And I can look into your face
Without feeling like I'm gonna faint

I hate my violent visions
Terrified I'll manifest them
I hate my violent visions
Terrified I'll manifest them
I hate my violent visions
Terrified I'll manifest them

I cry from fear
I feel the danger
Footsteps quick
My bloodied body
Makes me sick
I can't stop
It's all too much
But not enough
It's all too much

There's shadows in my brain now
And I'm going insane how
I always say the same shit
But they still don't understand it

Sinking down in the earth
Down in my skin, yeah down through my bones
I'll disintegrate through sedimentary stone then
I'll sit and wait for the crows
To come and pick me apart, I wanna be buried alone

Can I designate this place as a safe space?
So I don't get that bitter taste
And I can look into your face
Without feeling like I'm gonna faint

I hate my violent visions
Terrified I'll manifest them
I hate my violent visions
Terrified I'll manifest them
I hate my violent visions
Terrified I'll manifest them
I hate my violent visions
Terrified I'll manifest them