Spaceman Ace - Find my Dreams Lyrics

Why do I find my dreams so hard to be reality
Why do I find my dreams won't set me free from everything
When I was a kid, I did not think I'd be a hard bar spitter
Far from quitter, hardball hitter, witta
Little heat from the beat, I leave the hater
Bitter, better, get a better bit of
Love from the top spot sitter
Top shot shooter, who'da
Thought I'd be the killer
Rippin' this thing apart from the start
I finna let a little bit of me die tonight
But I know inside everything's gonna be alright
With the flow, go so pro, so fo' sho
You know I know it, go so flamin' hot, amazing
Make it out of this maze, get out of the basement
Make it out without breaking down
And I'm taking down them notes
Take the pen and
John Wick them throats
Just to find that I'm justified
But I left behind no trace, no face, no case
In that case, you won't know me
Why do I find my dreams so hard to be reality
Why do I find my dreams won't set me free from everything
Steppin' on the gas, let it fill the room
Let it go kaboom when I need to clear the air
Paranoia strike deep and I need to be aware
Of my surroundings like I found something within the dying rose
Suddenly surrounded by the smoke and eyes of gold
I behold in my hand, hold as long as I can
What I hold in my hand, only God knows the plan
Oh my God, I'm just a man, I'ma die where I stand
I must decide who I am and we all die in the end, for real
I tried to feel for all of my life
Just to find it was all for nothing
I tried to heal my soul without you
Just to find that you are all that I long for
Why do I find my dreams so hard to be reality
Why do I find my dreams won't set me free from everything
I tried to feel for all of my life
Just to find it was all for nothing
I tried to heal my soul without you
Just to find that you are all that I long for
Why do I find my dreams so hard to be reality
Why do I find my dreams won't set me free from everything