[ Featuring yung van ]
Sunshine hotel's where I'll go when I die
Sunshine hotel's where I'll go when I die
Thought about suicide too many times
I hate myself but I don't wanna die
I can't explain it but I'm not alive
Sunshine hotel's where I'll go when I die
Thought about suicide too many times
I hate myself but I don't wanna die
I can't explain it but I'm not alive
I don't deserve to feel anything
You know, I know that it's killing me
I hope, that my friends will visit me
When I'm in hell and I'm withering
I don't deserve to feel anything
You know, I know that it's killing me
I hope, that my friends will visit me
When I'm in hell and I'm withering
God I hate myself
I just need some help
But nothing can change the past man it's already done
God I need some help
Can't you f*cking tell
Too long I've been dying on the steps of this hotel
There's always better days
That's all they every say
I'm not afraid to die but I don't think I'll go to a better place
Cause I run away from anything that show me love
And I love everything that f*cks me up
I'm sick in the head but it's not my fault
Swear I'll be alright once I load the gun
Sunshine hotel's where I'll go when I die
Thought about suicide too many times
I hate myself but I don't wanna die
I can't explain it but I'm not alive
Sunshine hotel's where I'll go when I die
Thought about suicide too many times
I hate myself but I don't wanna die
I can't explain it but I'm not alive
