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I'm chilling on the couch with a saiga
Finger on the trigger boutta Fire
Gonna end my life I'm so tired
Don't believe me well I'm not a liar
I'm chilling on the couch with a saiga
Finger on the trigger boutta Fire
Gonna end my life I'm so tired
Don't believe me well I'm not a liar

The metal from the bore got my brains on the floor
I put it to my dome and I hear the gunfire
My soul leaving my body and I don't see it soar
I'm Going straight to hell I let the devil give a tour

Don't call me depressed, I'm sick of this life
Nothing is blessed, and nothing is right
Hole in my chest, it dark as the night
Not like the rest I feel Cerberus bite like
I'm going to die I'm losing this fight by

Self hate self care, gonna die real quick I swear
No love no pain, demons rising everywhere
Self hate self care, gonna die real quick I swear
No love no pain, demons rising everywhere

I'm chilling on the couch with a saiga
Finger on the trigger boutta Fire
Gonna end my life I'm so tired
Don't believe me well I'm not a liar
I'm chilling on the couch with a saiga
Finger on the trigger boutta Fire
Gonna end my life I'm so tired
Don't believe me well I'm not a liar