Spiteful - Worth the Words Lyrics

Worth the Words

I just need to capture it... this might be the moment

Yea

Ain't saying no names
I'm just saying my grace
Not searching for fame
I just need me a place
Ain't placing no blame
But I'm blatantly angry
Changing my lane
But they driving me crazy

(This one goes out to you)

Ain't saying names cause nobody worth the words really
I want my fame but I'm isolated nerves kill me
Ain't placing blame cause I know it's all on me then
Never gonna gain if I can't get beyond my demons

Baby how could you put us through this
After we made it through the hurricane you ruined this
And now you left me feeling hurt again you stupid bitch
No I take that back
Cause the weather may have changed us, but I'll never look back
Into the eye of the storm, and don't mind the swarm
You know that I'm a tornado, but time could form
Me to a more beautiful spiral, a less delusional child
Maybe little useful not so stupid acting idle
Get me a title, maybe get me a throne
I'm too Spiteful to be patient with my life in them throws
But likely to be making it a night full of loathsome
Self-complacent, spaced out psych with a notion
That I don't deserve this, I think you should have heard this
But you too busy with the certainty that I'm worthless
And burned it, 'fore I could finish the script
Guess the burden's 'nuff to turn me to invisible kid
Cause now you don't see me no more
And you don't know what we could be no more
But I'm A1 you should be dreaming more
More like the one, things that we could become
You don't even get it tho you just be making me come
To your aid you ever need it but you never reciprocate
I'm hating to be breathing all caught up on some shit you say
I'm waking up to demons, and sleeping with sirens
Feel my whole ego fall to pieces I'm crying
But lying play it off like I'm okay
Strive for better things but I'll never make a change
Why my mental sing, when I just long for silence
All the pain I'm in but I'm still numb to all the violence

Yeah

Ain't saying no names
I'm just saying my grace
Not searching for fame
I just need me a place
Ain't placing no blame
But I'm blatantly angry
Changing my lane
But they driving me crazy

(This one goes out to you)

Ain't saying names cause nobody worth the words really
I want my fame but I'm isolated nerves kill me
Ain't placing blame cause I know it's all on me then
Never gonna gain if I can't, said

It's the same old f*cking cycle
They lift you up so high, just to see what falling from heights'll
Do to you but don't mind if you get idle
In the usual with lower highs that keep you ignitable
Spiteful, because delightful's failed me
Too many times, knew plenty lies would like to derail me
But I keep the truth close to heart, and keep the pain closer
Home studio just the start, I wanna make a bolder
Empire, for me and my family
Cause I need to inspire through my recklessly rambling
I hope the fire, is enough to warm the hearth
Never been so dire the need to escape the dark
And my spire has been getting so twisted
Try to reach for higher, but unsettling systems
Are put into place, and I put it to waste
I'm tired, the devil's up in my vision

Ain't saying names, cause nobody worth the words really
I want my fame but I'm isolated nerves kill me
Ain't placing blame cause I know it's all on me then
Never gonna gain if I can't get beyond my demons