Hook
I still feel so lost without you
I can't fill this void without you
When I step outside it's like I still can feel yo presence
Remember we was waking up on Christmas 100 presents
How the f*ck u leave this earth thats pussy man Foreal
But I swear the truth hurts and that's just the way I feel
Yeah I swear the truth hurts and that's just the way I feel
When I lost my dad it was the day it all got real
Hadda grow the f*ck up it's hard to swallow that pill
We just got close and now u gone i can't sit still
I'm paranoid cause ion wanna take my last breathe
But I know inside that u been Waitin to see ur son again
So I tell myself it's all alright one day it's gunna happen
You were the one that taught me everything I
Verse 2
Lately I'm dreaming but I can't remember things about it
Tossing and turning wake up sweating when I think About it
Could I have saved your life ? Could I have been the one who found him ?
But I ain't ever sleep so I know I wouldn't have let him down
I'm paranoid like it's the only thing I think about
Talk to myself , begging my head to turn the voices down
They think I'm crazy till they hear the things I been around
Needed a father figure shit I kinda need it now