Sqwid - this time Lyrics

Everyday i wait
Everyday i see the lies
Think I'm gaining weight
I can see it in my thighs

Sleeping here beside
It's better not to try
Preforming lies
I'm only f*cking skating by

This time just might be the last one
And i will cry
This time
And i'm finding meaning where there was none
So i will cry
This time

Finding i'm alright

How to compensate
How to let go of their eyes
Think I'm gaining weight
I can see you in her thighs

And i'm sorry
(found myself alone and shaking)
To repeat these words the same
And yet i'm sorry
(it's getting harder not to try)
To impede these words with vein
And still i'm sorry
(found myself in words mistaken)
To repeat these words the same
Everything's falling
(it's getting harder not to try)
Please don't fetishize my pain