Stairwell Confessions - Start Again (feat. Steven Younger) Lyrics

I think I wanna stop hatin' myself
But you're makin' it kinda hard
I'm an old tattoo, faded and blue
Another intentional scar
I took the time to figure you out
Now I'm self-medicating, self-medicating
Wrinkles in your brain, a memory
Now you're self-deprecating, self-deprecating
You're a cancer in my life
I don't wanna find a cure
We were complicated teens
You made me unsure of everything
I inhale clarity, exhale anxiety
I still can't shake the weight of this inside of me
Inhale clarity, exhale anxiety
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe
A shift in the wind and we're fighting again
Imposter or Stockholm, whatever the syndrome, I'm sick of me
Gaslight, gatekeep, stay away from me
I'm late to the party, everyone's staring
You're in the sheets
You're a cancer in my life
I don't wanna find a cure
We were complicated teens
You made me unsure of everything
I inhale clarity, exhale anxiety
I still can't shake the weight of this inside of me
Inhale clarity, exhale anxiety
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe
It's all coming back, hit me like a car crash
Unmedicated, temperamental
Go on and say it, I'm detrimental
It's all coming back, hit me like a car crash
Unmedicated, temperamental
Go on and say it, I'm detrimental
It's all coming back, hit me like a car crash
Unmedicated, temperamental
Go on and say it, I'm detrimental
Can we please just start