-put on my chest
Break- not feeling the best
All I want-
H-how long- depressed
How much weight you gonna put on my chest
Before I break, I'm not feeling the best
All I want is weed music and rest
How long s'it been since I've been this depressed
Comment on my body got me cryin again
I know you don't like me back just try to pretend
I know I'm not perfect but at least in the end
Light up one more so that I can ascend
One comment- cryin again
I know you- just try to pretend
Not perfect- the end
Light up one- so that-
I'm so sorry
Hope to call you in the morning
Voices in my head won't stop roaring
So I put my fears inside of my recordings
I can't help you I'm so sorry
Feelings for you won't stop growing
Know you don't relate but I keep hoping
That you feel the same, fear not knowing
Derealizing again
Can I still call you my friend
It's my head, it's pretend
Caffeine, weed, adrenaline
Feelings pass, they don't last
Chase that thought with a glass
Or some grass, pick your poison
Mine is ash mine is-
Dopamine chaser
Never gonna make it
Go roll another joint and smoke that shit
The answer to my problems is getting faded
Please listen to my words don't do this kids
My subconscious is distorting
The way I see myself I feel like I'm performing
Every moment my consciousness enforcing
Puppeteering that I will continue warding
Blood to my head
Foe or friend
I think you might be a threat
For my brain
And my space
Can't stop thinking of your face
On my mind
In the lines
All these rhymes are wastes of time
Smoke that weed
Just release
One quick fix restore the peace
Peace of mind
Try to hide
Escapism in its prime
I am fine
I'm not lying
Please just look between the lines
I'm okay
Some would say
I guess it depends on the day
Overlay the decay
Why do you make me feel o-