Steely Eyed Cat - DROWNING. Lyrics

I've been hiding myself, my scars
Inside the hole I dug
'Cause my weeps make you smirk
And my grief makes you squirt
All I can do is squirm
Then you serve me champagne
That I can drown my pain
One sec
I forget my chains
While you put your hands on my hips
I feel sorrow at the edge of my lips
I feel like I am drowning under lies
Drowning under what you call love, what I call lies
Watch me as I die
Choking on your sigh
Stop me 'cause I can't go on
I'm drowning under you
I was born to be turned on
Even by those who hate me
Now I can't move on
Am I a steely-eyed girl or a dead inside girl
Whatever, how would you know?
Now, are you gonna act like you're sad for me
When you look me in the eyes, what are you scared to see
You're all dead to me
You're dead to me
My body is made of paper
You make me tearing me
I feel like I am drowning under lies
Drowning under what you call love, what I call lies
Watch me as I die
Choking on your sigh
Stop me 'cause I can't go on
I'm drowning under you
My thoughts end under your gestures
My body sinks into your pleasure
I don't wanna hurt you
I don't wanna be hurt
My thoughts end under your gestures
My body sinks into your pleasure
I don't wanna hurt you
I don't wanna be hurt