Stefflon Don - Brothers POV Lyrics

Look, I just wanna sleep and never wake up
I don't feel good, I ain't got my cake up
I'm all alone, ain't got no family, just fake love
I just wanna ease the pain so I take drugs
I don't talk to my brothers and that hurts 'nough
Lookin' in the mirror, ugly, I don't feel buff
My sis told me close my eyes and imagine love
I started to cry cah I don't even know how to feel that shit

I don't like me, I don't want kids, I don't want 'em to be like me
Such a f*ckin' f*ck up, does my mother even like me?
In and outta jail cah I'm too f*ckin' shiesty
I'm a piece of shit, all they wanna do is wipe me
Concrete livin' in this hell, I'm like, "Why me?"
Measurin' progression through depression with no timepiece
I ain't learnin' lessons, I'm just stressin' with no wifey
Temper tiny, I beg a boy, "Try me"

If you really ready for the comeback
Everybody leaves, but they never come back
Wake up in the mornin' sippin' cognac
I wish I was a kid again, wish I was playin' in the park
On the swing again with Pablo
Eatin' treats, summer breeze
Pickin' up my shoes, climbin' in the trees
Way before I smoked trees, didn't care about the P's
Just the G's, oh God
I just wanna feel free, what ever happen to me?
It's like I'm f*ckin' cursed and I don't know why
When I speak, I don't smile and, no, I ain't shy
'Cause my teeth's f*cked up and I don't feel nice
I ain't got no confidence so I get high
I f*ckin' hate this shitty piss pie they call life
I'm misunderstood and judged by the masses
I don't wanna be seen, I wanna vanish

Look, I just wanna sleep and never wake up
I don't feel good, I ain't got my cake up
I'm all alone, ain't got no family, just fake love
I just wanna ease the pain so I take drugs
I don't talk to my brothers and that hurts 'nough
Lookin' in the mirror, ugly, I don't feel buff
My sis told me close my eyes and imagine love
I started to cry cah I don't even know how to feel that shit

I don't like me, I don't want kids, I don't want 'em to be like me
Such a f*ckin' f*ck up, does my mother even like me?
In and outta jail cah I'm too f*ckin' shiesty
I'm a piece of shit, all they wanna do is wipe me
Concrete livin' in this hell, I'm like, "Why me?"
Measurin' progression through depression with no timepiece
I ain't learnin' lessons, I'm just stressin' with no wifey
Temper tiny, I beg a boy, "Try me" (try me)

I wish I was a kid again, I wish I was
On the swing again
Summer breeze
Pickin' up my shoes, climbin' in the trees