Stella Mar - Blonde Lyrics

Quit drinking go to therapy
What if all of you hate me?
Fake friends through the phone
Each night on my own
But isn't it easy?

Started picking the rocks out
PCH with the top down
Bend blister and bind
No thoughts on my mind
Now how does that sound?


Been a while since I thought about my loved ones
Went blond felt like having more fun
Let the hickeys fade
So I could give myself away

Are you up? I wanna play a game
Uh oh forgot how to abstain
Let the feeling in
The feeling of your skin
Wash over me


Oopsie
Seems that I'm numb
Vodka soda made me d-d-d-dumb
Found a penny and still no luck
You fetishize me only wanna f*ck
But I think I love you so now I'm stuck
Oouhoahh nahhhh

Quit drinking go to therapy (why don't you stop)
What if none of you hate me? (what if none of you do?)
Made friends through the phone
Hate being alone
But its getting easy


These days I've been clocked out (these days I've been dim)
Started letting my guard down (started letting you in)
No feelings defined
But I don't seem to mind
So babe are you down? (wooh!)

Don't don't you wanna
Don't don't you wanna
Don't don't you wanna
Stay with me tonight?

Don't don't you wanna
Don't don't you wanna (I think you wanna come see)
Don't don't you wanna
Stay with me tonight?

(don't don't you wanna)
Everything I know I need
(don't don't you wanna)
The spite the blight the greed
(I think you outta stay with me tonight)
Its just so bitter sweet I can't seem to fight it
(don't don't you wanna)
And every little thing I do
(don't don't you wanna)
Just keeps me coming back to you
(I think you outta stay with me tonight)
No matter how hard I try I can't seem to fight it

Anxious attached
Buried the hatchet
But something still don't feel right (it don't feel right)

I went to bat (went to bat for you)
Energy you matched it (you matched my energy)
Still can't see the light (the light no!)

Don't don't you wanna
Don't don't you wanna
Don't don't you wanna
Stay with me tonight?