Looking in the mirror, I do not like what I see
Heart full of emptiness soul full of greed
Mind full of suicidal thoughts can't breathe
I'm full of suicidal thoughts can't breathe
I'm paranoid, got me sippin' drank, just to fill a void
I really thought you'd feel the boy, but now I can't feel no more
Life does not seem real no more, pop another seal I'm feeling bored
My heart hurts it's really sore, I can't tell what's real no more, that's because
I'm paranoid, got me sippin' drank, just to fill a void
I really thought you'd feel the boy, but now I can't feel no more
Life does not seem real no more, pop another seal I'm feeling bored
My heart hurts it's really sore, I can't tell what's real no more, I'm paranoid
I don't really know what they want from me
No, I don't really know who they want me to be
I just wish everybody could see the real me
Is who I'm really f*cking destined to be
Pain pills make my head spin
It feels like I'm in a whirlwind
Why yo bitch always hesitant
Cuz she gets just what the message is
Pain pills make my head spin
It feels like I'm in a whirlwind
Why yo bitch keep DMing me
Gotta block her off my messages
I ain't looking for a girlfriend
Cuz these hoes ain't worth shit
Ain't been high in like 3 days
Bouta jump in the spaceship girl
I'm paranoid, got me sippin' drank, just to fill a void
I really thought you'd feel the boy, but now I can't feel no more
Life does not seem real no more, pop another seal I'm feeling bored
My heart hurts it's really sore, I can't tell what's real no more, that's because
I'm paranoid, got me sippin' drank, just to fill a void
I really thought you'd feel the boy, but now I can't feel no more
Life does not seem real no more, pop another seal I'm feeling bored
My heart hurts it's really sore, I can't tell what's real no more, I'm paranoid