Steven Michael - Colorado Lyrics

Been a couple months, I'm ignoring all the signs
One whole year of my life I been trying not to talk about
Honestly I peaked, I think that's showing now
Lately it's been hard just to get out of this bed
Gained a couple pounds and that's got me real upset
If I even saw you, don't know what I would say
Probably freeze up, like the place that you stay
Hope that Colorado has been treating you well
And I know it's been a while since I had something to tell you
But I ain't been doing to well, became a shell of myself
I lost all hope that I had for what future was left
Ha, yeah
Guess I thought I'd check in, let you know I got that promotion
Yeah
And I miss your voice, and the way that we laughed
All my friends tell me I should leave you in the past
But that's not where I'm at, baby that's not where I'm at
At the point of grief I been needing more than the caffeine
Telling all my friends not to get to attached
Hope that Colorado has been treating you well
And I know it's been a while since I had something to tell you
But I ain't been doing to well, became a shell of myself
I lost all hope that I had for what future was left