Steven Sutfin - Does My Voice Glow in the Dark? Lyrics

I'll reminisce in the times when the lights were dark and you are mine
When I could still hold u extra tight when I could still sing u lullabies
But now im stuck in my room I got nothing else to do but think about u

So I'll keep to myself while going through hell don't want no one bugging me now
Can't feel a thing and I hope you could tell
But I'll strum sum strings and I think felt

Something when you were around
But what do I do now
I feel like a clown

It doesn't matter now it don't bring me down
I just wanna make my mama proud
I hope you understand that
I'm never gonna come back
I'm better on my own just leave me alone
I ain't just another rapping clone
I'll really matter
I wanna really matter