I stay awake in my bed at night
Thinking bout
All the times
I spent I with you, and all my friends
Wish it would never end
I been in my room for weeks
Haven't seen the outside
These four walls I see
Can't let go of my pride
Can't let go of my pride
Can't let go of my pride
Can't take away my pride
I just wanna see my friends
I want all this to end
Watching Netflix in my room but I feel like I'm locked in pen
I can't escape my mind
But I'm still on my grind
Tryna make the best album of all motherf*ckin time
I stay awake in my bed at night
Thinking bout
All the times
I spent I with you, and all my friends
Wish it would never end
I can't get outta bed
Not because I'm really sick or nothing I'm just f*cked up in the head
But I still stay off the meds
Not tryna be a walking zombie my nigga I'd rather just be depressed
Mental heavy cause I'm stressed
But still you stay buggin like a pest
I can't sleep never rest
My mental health has hit a steep decline call that shit mount everest
Why do I feel so much pain when I wake up and realize I'm still alive
Why do I feel so much pain when I wake up and realize I'm still alive
Still alive
I just try to spread as much love as I can
Always giving advice tell em go get the bag
Stayin on my grind even though my music is bad
Just tryna make it but nobody a fan
Nobody a fan nobody got what I'm looking for
Nobody got what I'm looking for
No I'm all alone