Better Daze (feat. Nekane) Video (MV)

Better days
Better days
Better days
Better days
I've been staring deeply at the man in the mirror
As his hair is getting thinner
And he's slowly getting slimmer
Well he used to be a winner
And now he stands a sinner
As he dimmers
Getting bitter
From the person that he was
Every conversation with him is a conflict
Every mediation from him unaccomplished
Every critic of me added to a hot list
Death wish
Thoughts twist
How can we co-exist
Shooting through the barrel of a bottle
Going hard quick fast
Cock and pull it full throttle
Here I wobble
In a brothel of my thoughts
Contemplation with retort
I'm drawing crosses in my mind
And then he draws the naughts
I wonder what he thinking when he's looking back at me
Is he the present or the past or just an absentee
Is my reflection really what has now become of me
Eyes shut
Lips touch
Pushing through the mockery
Im holding out for betters days again
When you finally see my face the rain
Will have surely washed away the pain
I'm holding out for better days again
When I finally break away the chains
I am surely able to obtain
A little mental peace
Holding out for better days
Better better
Holding out for better days
Better better
Holding out for better days
Better better
Holding out for better days
Better better
The Thoughts that over crowd my little mind are so horrific
Nearly all of them historic
With predictions so dysphoric
Some distractions make them lessen
So sometimes it's a blessing
But sometimes they just make them worse
With problems I'm undressing
Triggers come in hard when I least expect them
I'm hunting for a vein to try and learn a lesson
How do I find an answer when I have no question
Heads up
Thumbs down
Shaking off depression
I lean a little closer to the man who shares my face
As he starts to hope and pray
For someone to come and save
Just a word
What a way
Will it change
Will he fade
One more chance for turning over a new chapter a new page
Slipping sliding dipping diving as I get there
It's me I've got to fight off in my own warfare
I'm both the enemy and my only saviour
Push through
Start new
I'm a gladiator
Im holding out for betters days again
When you finally see my face the rain
Will have surely washed away the pain
I'm holding out for better days again
When I finally break away the chains
I am surely able to obtain
A little mental peace
Holding out for better days
Better better
Holding out for better days
Better better
Holding out for better days
Better better
Holding out for better days
Better better
Better days
Better days
Better days
Better daze