Suffering In Silence - Envy Lyrics

Turning away from myself
Another aberration
A paradoxical conglomerate Of pristine filth
It all detracts from my health
Adding these lacerations
Need I elaborate the picture Should be clear to you

Delirious
Memories that play inside me
Duplicitous
Don't be so quick to trust Them blindly

Anonymity shows with time
As I start to resent you
Given a peace of mind
And how much better you'll Be

Gone discontent with the Things I have
Unbeknown to the jealousy
As I grow with envy
Gone will the truth be as Enlightened as my mind
When you leave the bounds of This home tonight

No I can't alleviate the Pressure that builds in my Mind
It's something that I can't Define
Searching for sanctuary
Am I'm anesthetized
Suffer my adversary
Antisocial
Paralyzed

No grant me one chance
I promise I have more to give
What I will soon conceive will Be immaculate
Heart full of jealousy
Why am I so attached to it

Gone discontent with the Things I have
Unbeknown to the jealousy
As I grow with envy
Gone will the truth be as Enlightened as my mind
When you leave the bounds of This home tonight

Anonymity shows with time
As I start to resent you
Given a peace of mind
Under attack it's not an act
And how much better you'll Be
Can't make up for what I lack

Gone
I'm gone
Discontent with the things I Have
I have nothing
Unbeknown to the jealousy
As I grow with envy

Gone will the truth be as Enlightened as my mind
When you leave the bounds of This home tonight