Surfin' rat - impossible Lyrics

Val you know you're crazy

Come on 3 2

Always tryin shit i don't wanna do
Always tryin shit i don't wanna do
But im too close to you so impossible

Tryna be the best but they killin' you
Numbing me for you
Don't know what to do

Never smoke never will don't know what's the deal
Yall gotta f*cking chill

I'm out here just tryna' pay the bills
I'm never gon' stop
My life gon' pop but why do i always get stuck with shit i don't wanna do
It's so impossible

Tryna be the best but they killin' you
Numbing me for you
Don't know what to do

This shit's so confusing
I feel like i'm losing
Gotta wake up in the morning but i'm always snoozin'
Don't got no real friends cause they always usin'
Me
I'm always the plan b
I just want to be free
Tryna stay the real me
Yeah

Escaping the nightmares?
Finding the time where?
I actually look in the mirror and I finally see i'm right there

Escaping the nightmares
Finding the time where
I look in the mirror and i finally see i'm right there
Yeah i'm right there

Growing up i was confused
Always been used back then i was the weird one now they all amused
From all that shit you know I've been bruised

They still think i'm weak
But for real im on my peak
Mistaken as a geek
Thinkin' i'm a freak

So soon i learned that you got to be who you are
Don't look at problems from far so soon you'll look like a star

Stay
Till i'm finally
Till i'm finally strong enough
This shit's so damn impossible
So impossible