Syer B - Nightmares Lyrics

You ever had one of them days
Where you feel like the whole world is on your shoulders
And your the only one getting older the only one feeling colder
The only one with a chip on his shoulder
Nobody showing you respect that they owe ya
They say I told ya
You wouldn't be a soldier you aint got it in you to be survivor in this world
But my mum put me here for a reason
Same way I believe she left for a reason
To see if I could cope with the demons and the bad vibes I don't need em
In the dark I leave em
With the rest of the shit that comes with
Being a boy with no one to run with
I believe in, things happening for a reason
Until the nightmares creep in

Nightmares
Of being on my own, all alone,
In the dark, Its gets hard,
But I graft to get past
These nightmares
That keep me awake
Of a night, but I write, and I fight
With the hope that I might get through these f*cking nightmares


I wake up, with scenes about me getting beat
All I ever wanted to do was succeed
All I ever wanted to be was just me
But im finding it hard to just breath
When im alone in my mind its just me
The only one that would doubt my beliefs
Is staring me in the face when I peak
Through my fingers when I look in the mirror
Am I the only one not rating the shit that I'm making?
My boys telling me that I'm blatantly dangerous
And I believe what they say but,
When I go back to the room its just me and myself self doubting
I fell in the trap that I set for myself
Let me take a step back from myself


Nightmares
Of being on my own, all alone,
In the dark, Its gets hard,
But I graft to get past
These nightmares
That keep me awake
Of a night, but I write, and I fight
With the hope that I might get through these f*cking nightmares


I cant sleep no more
I cant dream no more
Its getting harder for me to ignore all the fiends at the door de ja vu like I've seen it before
Always felt like there was something more
But I cant explore coz I'm frightened of what I might find in the drawer
All the memories stored could all just be floored and I'm left worse than before
Ever felt like you can't escape
And the walls close in every passing day
I walk on the path and try not to stray but its hard when I think of you passed away
Ever felt like you can't escape
And the walls close in every passing day
I walk on the path and try not to stray and I hope that the nightmares pass away

Nightmares
Of being on my own, all alone,
In the dark, Its gets hard,
But I graft to get past
These nightmares
That keep me awake
Of a night, but I write, and I fight
With the hope that I might get through these f*cking nightmares