Synapse540 - I Don't Understand Lyrics

I don't understand how I haven't cracked this case
I guess I've been distracted this is been all in my face
Its harder than you think to interview fiends
No one wants to help because they're snitching on their own team
I've noticed, it's generational
All up in their genes borderline unbreakable
Somehow this case is traceable
Its starting to beat me down feeling incapable
I was brought down here to do this
Now my mind is everywhere and I'm starting to get pissed
I don't want to take it out on my wife or Liz
But, I need to release this feeling quick
I might go ride around in my car
Listen to some music, maybe run some Radar
Drive up and down commerce till it's not dark
I might find a clue, but then again I might not
I just don't understand
It feels like I'm doing everything i can
Now I'm thinking, man
I still cant believe he broke that little boys throat
Even with evidence i wouldn't do that, i hope
All this tension got me thinking
What would i to a boy if at my daughter, he's winking
She's my pride and my joy
She's the same age as Brandon, still playing with toys
If someone did what happened to him, to her
All hell would break lose and someone's gonna learn
I came down here to help me and my family
Have a house with a canopy over the back porch
Cook dinner on the grill, eat outside with tiki torches
When opportunities open up, you gotta take advantage
But, this isn't what i came here to do, it's outlandish
Its crazy to me they never stood up for their squad
This supposed to be your family and you let someone get this fraud?
I just don't understand, I just don't understand
Call me crazy, but I could run this town better than him

Is that Thomas talking shit on me again? (Huh?)
Why does he still talk about me, i don't understand (Why?)
What did i do wrong? Ive been a good man
Im retired now, I'm living a good life man (Aye!)
To this day, I still haven't seen my grand-baby
I told everyone his name is Clide Jr, even though my daughter hates me (Despise!)
I drown myself in beer and booze
I might've dabbled in something harder, but who's to accuse
The state took my car, so i gotta vespa scooter (Vroom!)
They let me keep my gun, I'm still a sharp shooter (Yeah!)
I'll kill me a looter (Who!), I'll kill an intruder (Dead!)
Don't test me (Nah!), I'm still a super-trooper (Yeah!)
I'll put this bullet in your brain, just call me a tutor
I don't understand these girls wont let me near their cooter
They think it's all humor when they call me a loser
No i am not neutered, girl lets start a future
Let me get this ruler and show you how to seduce her
You say I'm an asshole, thats just a rumor