I've got this f*cking memory
I feel a wave of peace come over me
Open my eyes to the sight of f*cking blackness
Strapped down so tight I can hardly breathe
How can I know that there is someone who can save me
From the all-encompassing
Father, what did I do to you
Condemned to exist in f*cking solitude
I'd grind your f*cking face against the wall if I could
Slowly wasting away
I can't take much more
Internal bleeding
I, I, I can't take much more
I'm done believing that there might be something more
I'm done believing, I'm done
Commotion building like a hail of gunfire
A host of strangers pouring into the room
I believed I'd finally found what I desired 'til you all betrayed me too
What good is speech without a language
How could you force me back into this anguish
You all have no f*cking conscience
Free like a bird
Feed for the worms