Drain my eyes of eyes of tears
Summon all the thoughts that plague me
No longer standing by till ashes fill my urn
Scowl the smile off my face
Cannot wait one more day
Searching for solace
Embrace the darkness
Breathe in slow
Hold your breath
Sights glow
And the gun goes...
Overcome by voices
No one listening only preach
Feeling lost and hopeless
Fear suppressing all my screams
Driven by impulses
I pull the trigger one more time
Feeling nothing else but pride
Drain my mind of fear
Succumbing to my short-lived madness
No longer frightened by the thought of your return
Stretching smile on my face
Freeze my heart in its place
Loving the solace
Embracing all this
Breathe in slow
Hold your breath
Sights glow
And the gun goes...
Overcome by voices
No one listening only preach
Feeling lost and hopeless
Fear suppressing all my screams
Driven by impulses
I pull the trigger one last time
Feeling nothing else but pride