This don't go down smooth
Like a pill I'm swallowing you whole
Wash it down with some h2O
Swimming deep through the sea below
Hold my breathe 'till I come up drowned out
I can't hear you when you speak the crowd is loud
If I didn't care enough I'd leave out
Less than what I tell you
What I say now
Can we quiet down
Please don't read between the lines on my skin
I need a reason to feel like I'm what you need
Don't bring up the truth don't you remind me
The elephant in the room's BPD
I wanna drive fast on the highway
Xans wore off and I'm lonely
Bought a one-way flight out to LA
Got the club going up on a Tuesday
Sober but I f*ck up anyway
Don't need no drugs in your veins when you're crazy
Gimme the bottle imma drink that shit heavy
Call up my momma and tell her I'm empty
Please don't leave
One second I'm lovely and you love me
Don't flip off the switch boy I'll get real mean
Don't leave me on read I'll Casper your screen
The elephant in the room's BPD
You don't
Aye
You don't go down smooth
But I'm swallowing you whole
I'll wash ya down with some h2O
Lately I'm rarely sober
I'm smoking exotic to cope and to cover my pain
I'm sorry I didn't respond to your message
I'm off of the pills and I'm going insane
The drugs isn't helping and I'm practically helpless
I need one or two let it dumb down my brain
I'm not the same f*cking person you knew
Cuz I'm way more involved in my personal gain
When I told you I wanted to ghost
To be honest I didn't mean leave me
Now I been stuck with these weirdos and lames
In my city I only find treeshes
I know that you didn't mean it
But you lightin' me up and you greased it
Gave you my heart and you gave it right back
When you gave it back it was in pieces
Yeah
Sorry I'm clinically crazy
Mm
If you down I was thinking maybe
Yeah
We should find a place
Ditch our f*cking names do whatever
Cuz I'm really done with you acting like you f*cking hate me
Please don't read between the lines on my skin
I need a reason to feel like I'm what you need
Don't bring up the truth don't you remind me
The elephant in the room's BPD
You don't
Aye
You don't go down smooth
But I'm swallowing you whole