Believed in the days
Now just a dream, that slipped away
Always been like this?
Or did it change along the way?
The roses turned gray
Sparks I knew, they faded away
Clubs, diamonds, and spades
But no heart and you will lose the game
Momma told her son to use wisdom
I been falling free in pursuit
One might say a parachutes needed but my fears Drawn me close to you
Many place judgement on the leaves
But I learn to judge a tree by the root
Some may write off a seed by the size
But I see potential In it to bare fruit
Back when my lack left me pretentious
Hard to trust you found love when
Endless times you cross paths with those pretending
At my lows I embraced the tension
Both eyes closed I escaped dimensions
Earlobes open to hear God speak
He spoke when I was too broke to pay attention
Or to broken for the peace to step in
Faces change in the mirror that's Odd
Sometimes hard. For me to see Oz
Everyone willing to kill for something
And my homicide was birth by applause
Hard to trust she loves me with flaws
She love when I'm scarred
She love me like God
Hard for her to trust
That I love her more then myself
To her that's bizarre
Believed in the days
Now just a dream, that slipped away
Always been like this?
Or did it change along the way?
The roses turned gray
Sparks I knew, they faded away
Clubs, diamonds, and spades
But no heart and you will lose the game
Roses look real grey these days
Memories fade quickly these days
My new growth found pride in my roots
Easier to stray from the blade these days
Trust been going both ways/
I Trust in the love
As much as the hate
Trust that a dog gonna bite, and a bear gon' protect
And snake always gone be a snake
True colors shown
I was tryn switch paint
Betrayal in the strokes on my easel
Love got lost in me being naieve
I believed I could really see God through the people
Who feed on the meek
And commune with the evil
Performative care but intentions are see through
A lot games played been cerebral
In attempts to calcify my adrenal
The spark that I had as youngster
Some how got lost in summer
Same time lost trust in myself
And found it Inside of another
Hard to trust she loves me with flaws
She love when I'm scarred
She love me like God
Hard for her to trust that I love her more then my self to her that's bizarre
Hard to trust those
Who know my heart
And still choose to pull those strings like guitar
Hard to put my trust in a soul who know God exist but pray to the stars
It's hard to trust those who envy the throne
Insultan my empathy like jafar
Maybe my issue's not trust at all
Or maybe I put To Much trust in yall..
Believed in the days
Now just a dream, that slipped away
Always been like this?
Or did it change along the way?
The roses turned gray
Sparks I knew, they faded away
Clubs, diamonds, and spades
But no heart and you will lose the game
浮世に 沙羅双樹 鐘の音 静寂
兵 明日には 儚く消えゆく
浮世に 沙羅双樹 鐘の音 静寂
兵 明日には 儚く消えゆく
浮世に 沙羅双樹 鐘の音 静寂
兵 明日には 儚く消えゆく