You've got me reaching for my lighter
Ours was an extinguished fire
It's not easy to leave you behind
After you courageously resigned
But I crashed before I knew I was falling
My skull cracked open and spilled out pictures of you
I used to mean something to you
But now you don't mind do you
You were my angel
But now it's just painful
To see you in hallways
I'm drudging down walkways
I wish it was back then
Cuz you would back then
I told you I missed you
But I couldn't convince you to stay
Hit me like guillotine
Lied like a magazine
You were my cure
But now you've matured
Grown over walls we tore down
I'll help you build back up from the ground
Holly what happened
To you and me back then
Our seatbelts were fastened
I must've imagined
Thought I was the captain
Til you left me abandoned
Holly what happened
Dammit holly what happened
No one else can hold me up but you
I'll stay in bed if I can't wake up next to you
Do I have to bleed to bring you to my side
Only show me care if my side was incised
I might as well it's no more painful than this
Show me how you don't love me with one final diss
And leave me to rot on these linoleum floors
I'll know I can't have you once I'm at the final doors
Holly what happened
To you and me back then
Our seatbelts were fastened
I must've imagined
Thought I was the captain
Til you left me abandoned
Holly what happened
Dammit holly what happened