I was just a stranger to you
But I knew you oh so well
When I saw you turn a corner to me how could I tell
That life would be so different with you in it?
If only I ould see from the beginning
Now all the stars are coated in a shade of baby blue
And I came down with this fever that I must of caught from you
For (4) years it chocked me with my anger and pain
Your arrow shot with devastatingly good aim
Absence proven
Me in my delusions
Play my little game why won't you be the same as who I fantasies?
It's funny how the mind works
Living in fabricated memories
But looking back to how things really where
How could I be so naive?
And since I let myself be deceived by you
A phantom in your place found its value
Trust ruined
Consumed by bitter confusion
I never necessarily missed you I long to keep the feelings it gives
I dont care for the soul behind your eyes I care for the ghost that's within
(If only you where reborn as a poem I would rip you up and eat you piece by piece)