taskkill - Choke Lyrics

By and large
This is my finest hour
I'm attempting to
Overcome the greatest
Illusion of
Lying to myself
And to you of course
My god has it been this long
Beck and call
My response to you
I never said that shit
I never boxed myself into
Thinking that
I won't let it go
Without acknowledgement
That you're the same
Waiting around for me to design a dream for us
It might not ever come
To be bold enough
Say what you wanna say
Lie how you wanna feel
I condemn these actions
In the face of the
Ooo the goddamn truth
Yeah it's fun for you
Yeah I lied to prove
But what goods the truth
If we're not working through
Crashing through these walls
Of existential doom
Yeah we might as well
Just f*cking give it up
For all the blood we shed
On the field of flies and dead
I withdraw
Start your engines
Its time for another bout
Of us
Going round
And round
And round
I'm so exhausted from having this discussion
When we know
Where it ends
Where it began
It's the root
And it needs
To be fed
To be held
To be loved
Choking on the fabric and threads of an out of sync clock made of
Time and eternity falls away as do we
And us and ours
And mine and yours
And together with our
Bindings of perpetual motion
That once began as a seed of love
Washed away with a flood of tears