It's been hard at times
But I promise I will try to tell you everything that's going on inside my mind
I barely feel alive
But one day I'll surprise everyone by either making it or dying young
If I die tonight
Would you be alright
Would you be ok
Or would it haunt you everyday
If I die tonight
I wonder who would cry and who would lie to you
About a love that wasn't true
We can't make it out alive
So learn to love your time
Mountains, they don't move
So I suggest you learn to climb
Days getting shorter and feet getting lighter
I wouldn't be here if I wasn't a fighter
I couldn't be me if I wasn't a lighter
I'm lost until somebody needs to get higher
But maybe I'm valued and I just don't see it
Cuz lately inside I feel very conceited
If you knew me before you'd never believe it
That somebody this happy was so mistreated
If I die tonight
Would everything be alright
Would I be ok or rot away eternally
If I die tonight
I want you to know I tried
Everyday to bring a smile to your perfect face
If I die tonight
Would I be remembered by
All my happy days or just a few of my mistakes
With all of the days I was given on Earth
I hope that I showed you everything that you're worth
And if I fell short then I'm sorry my friend
But I'm not close to perfect so I won't pretend
Like everything's fine but we're not all ok
I tore down the veil and saw your second face
Hiding inside something you cannot change
It's the person you are so stop tryna be fake
If I die tonight
Would you be alright
Would you be okay with all the time you had with me