TBA - Winter Cycle Lyrics

I saved a cigarette like the ones I used to smoke back then
When I was begging the universe to let you live
And the same song brings back the pain
I am sorry but it's the only way now to keep my promise

The snow was falling over our little, boring town
We were seventeen then, no worries, no frown
But at the end of that winter I realised
That the hard part of life was about to start
And I lost more friends since then and I
Felt lonely from time to time and cried rivers for them

Now I am in the same small room
With the same smell of smoke
The same feeling of choke
Missing friends with whom I wanna have a to talk
But I can't complain
I breathe, I walk, I smile, I cry
I can't complain
I am alive