Tdot Tha Rapper - Colder Lyrics

I'll admit
It really wasn't that bad
But it didn't stop me from
Getting so mad - feelin sad
I prayed I would
Find a way out before
I guess I got
Just what I wished
And more

But I didn't see it
Ending like this
Talkin to some girl
Sendin an emoji kiss
Thank you miss

Gon' and get up
Off the floor
Grab ya things
Get ya ass up out the door

Trust is something
I don't usually give
And I gave you all of it
Plus a couple of years
Add emotional pain
A river full of tears
Manipulate my brain
Made me cut off all my peers
Couldn't go to work
Without you yellin in my ears
Two revolutions later
And now we're here
Come on everybody
Scream CHEERS
Now I'm free
Just before the new year

We would just
Yell, fight and scream
Over the years
Tears turned into a stream
It was so bad
It felt just like a dream
But I ain't have the heart
To tell you to leave

No

I ain't have the heart
To tell you to leave

Now

I ain't gonna wear my
Heart on my sleeve

Yeah

The next one
Gonna have a test son
Cuz they just might get
A colder version of me

Just might get a
Colder version of me

I'm feelin elated
Ready to start again
Took a detour
But now it's time to begin
My life was on hold
For a couple of years
I'm relieved that the shit
Finally came to an end

Now I'm chillin with my friends
Hanging out on the town
Club hop don't stop
Sip the coke and crown
The little voice inside
My head is still around
Need to drown it out
Breathe in lets make it loud

The bass is really boomin
J.B.L. in constant movement
Slow motion
120 my mind is shooting
Lose focus on
Whats really brewin
Ain't the right way
But what can I say
I'm human

I'm losin
Myself tonight
Gonna be another me
Laugh, joke around
Life of the party
Dance, don't be shy
Get up on your feet
F*ck a lousy day
Let's forget it with a drink

We would just
Yell, fight and scream
Over the years
Tears turned into a stream
It was so bad
It felt just like a dream
But I ain't have the heart
To tell you to leave

No

I ain't have the heart
To tell you to leave

Now

I ain't gonna wear my
Heart on my sleeve

Yeah

The next one
Gonna have a test son
Cuz they just might
Get a colder version of me

Just might get a
Colder version of me