Tea Jones - Mushroom Trip Voicemails (Stripped) Lyrics

I'm sorry I called you when I was high
You sounded scared of who I'm becoming
If I'm being honest
And that's hard for me to do

Im afraid of
Waking up and having to live out my days as me
I don't recognize
Who I'm growing up to be

I'm not crazy
I'm not crazy

I'm sorry I called you when I was high
It's the only time I feel alive
I'm haunted by mistakes
The ghost of expectation

I'll never live up
To the person I set out to be when I was young
I don't recognize
The person I've become

I'm not crazy
I'm not crazy

I'm sorry I called you when I was high
But it was nice to
Hear your voice again
I don't know when
I'm coming home

Home seems far away
And I'm not sure you'll want me as I am
But I miss you
As much as I miss myself

I'm not crazy
I'm not crazy
I'm not crazy
I'm not crazy