tealdeer - here or not Lyrics

Talk to me
Show me signs of life
Room to breathe
Take your time
Now is it best to be
Here or not
Should I just up and leave
What if I just stop
There's things that I can't see
Am I out my depth?
Am I out my depth?
Sailing out to sea
What will I regret?
'Don't say that!'
You take that back!
'Way too far!'
Is this just who we are?
Me again
Please see through to my intent
I'm speaking softly now
Unfurrow that beaten brow
Count down til' you're breathless
Tell me
Where should I be!?
Here or not
Help you find your feet
Leave you alone to walk
They say that talk is cheap
Maybe I've paid enough
So have I dug too deep
To recover sunken costs?
Plaster the walls
Fix all the pieces
I'm gonna DIY
Your f*cking thesis
You're the paint I'm the crooked bent brush
Making fine art sculptures giving all the f*cks
Did I lose my place?
Did I lose my thoughts?
Did I leave it here or not?