If I could just close my eyes and wake up from this nightmare
Then I would leave me behind and I'd come back from nowhere
You're what's first in my mind when I wake cold and so scared
I'm losing control. Save me, I'm losing control
I can't get you out of my head
Or the things I wish I would have said
Don't wake me up
Just let me fall asleep again
'Cause in here I'm with you for just little longer
Just let me breathe the air
You get when standing right there
Let me see you one last time
If you could look in my head and see all of the storm clouds
You'd feel a heart full of lead mixed with silence and low sounds
Somehow I'm keeping ahead of the oncoming meltdowns
I'm losing control. Why am I losing control?
I can't get you out of my head
Or the things I wish I would have said
Don't wake me up
Just let me fall asleep again
'Cause in here I'm with you for just little longer
Just let me breathe the air
You get when standing right there
Let me see you one last time
I don't think I'll handle this, I don't think I'm fine
Everyone's happy, I'm losing my mind
I don't think I'll handle this, I don't think I'm fine
Everyone's happy, I'm losing my mind
(Awake is just a nightmare)
(Help me breathe air)
Don't wake me up
Just let me fall asleep again
'Cause in here I'm with you for just little longer
Just let me breathe the air
You get when standing right there
Let me see you one last time
One last time