I've been walking on a tightrope
Bottle in my hand with my eyes closed
I'm a addict in denial
I hurt other people with a smile
Empty cans piling up in my bedroom
Think I passed out in the rest room Got no money in my pocket and the rents due
I should probably go and get some help soon
Just the thought of it hurts
Deep down I know that it all could be worse
It feels like I'm honestly not from this earth
Cm I even human I'm not even sure
Just cause I'm nice don't mistake it for weakness
I know they won't see shit the way that I see it
I made an agreement to pray to my demons
I told them to come over later this evening
I question myself cause I know I'm not normal
I don't got no morals I'm broken its horrible
The price that I paid for this wasn't affordable
Heart is too broken it isn't restorable
The more that I pour from this 40 I'm faded
Ignoring the warnings it's sort of outdated
It's like I love it the more that I hate it
Yea I'm sorta morbid I'm going to crazy
Merk
I've been walking on a tightrope
Bottle in my hand with my eyes closed
I'm a addict in denial
I hurt other people with a smile
Empty cans piling up in my bedroom
Think I passed out in the rest room Got no money in my pocket and the rents due
I should probably go and get some help soon
Keep telling myself I'm gonna change
Told myself I'd start tomorrow yesterday
Never quitting but I might go on a break
I don't think I'm ever seeing heaven's gates
Wish I made better choices growing up being sober sucks
So I'm always drunk can't stop myself until I'm throwing up
I hate everyone but I'm so in love with this bottle
Most of my problems my own f*cking fault
That's a hard pill to swallow I feel so hollow
Can't walk in a straight line so I hobble
No morals around me like I'm in a brothel