La. La. La. Video (MV)

I get messed up
Past the point I should be so I don't overthink
Know its tough
But I can't keep drinking my demons away
I wake up
With tears on my face and a wet pillowcase
Is it fun
To be the one who didn't stay
But I know someday I'm gonna have to grow up
But seeing you with her makes me want to throw up
Even saying all those words gets me choked up
Losing my, losing my faith in love
Losing my, losing my faith in love
Cause I thought we were it so I just don't get it
Losing my, losing my faith in love
I tried to move on but it feels too wrong
Wish you la la la
La la la loved me
La la la
La la la loved me
La la la
La la la loved me
I know it's not healthy
To be checking my phone three times in a row
Just to see if you changed your mind
And I'm such a creep
For looking online trying to find a sign that you think
About me too sometimes
But I know someday I'm gonna have to grow up
But seeing you with her makes me want to throw up
Even saying all those words gets me choked up
Losing my, losing my faith in love
Losing my, losing my faith in love
Cause I thought we were it so I just don't get it
Losing my, losing my faith in love
I tried to move on but it feels too wrong
Wish you la la la
La la la loved me
La la la
La la la loved me
La la la
La la la loved me
But I know someday I'm gonna meet someone
And we'll have all the feelings and we'll both want something
But I'll have no faith that he's gonna stay
So I'll self-destruct before he can say that he loves me
La la la loves me
La la la la loves me