Switching in and out of moods, feel like I'm bipolar
Trying to get out my feelings but I keep falling over and over
Stop asking me how I feel 'cause I don't know either
My heart so cold, I feel like I leave that shit in the freezer
Sometimes I flash out and get heated, steaming like a steamer
She done cross me, it broke my heart so I had to leave her
So much of losses, trying to figure when I gon' get a win
One minute I feel up, the next minute, I'm crashing again
I just want to be alone, everyone get up out my face
I thought this nigga was my dawg but he turn out to be a snake
I thought this gal did love me but she was tryna set up a play
I can't trust no one for real so I don't listen to what they say
I get so much on my mind, my brain over flowing with thoughts
I tryna win this lap 'cause trust me, I can't take another loss
They say I act like I against the world but that's how it is for me
I ain't do nothing but keep it G, but somehow they ain't feeling me
One minute I happy then I sad, I swear I do not understand
I love you to death but I know it seems like I don't f*ck with you
I get betrayed so much, it's hard for me to put my trust in you
I push you away sometimes but I don't even want you to leave too
Get in my mood and hurt your feelings but I don't be meaning too
Don't think you gon' stay too long in my life so you can't get comfortable
I hope you stick around 'cause really, I need you to be here for me
You do these funny things, I swear you is never be fair to me
I start rapping on these beats, turn my pain to a melody
Something real don't feel right to me, that shit super rare to me
Say I don't live up to what I rap but I don't have to prove a thing
I trying to focus on my route, can't feed in energy they bring
Switching in and out of moods, feel like I'm bipolar
Trying to get out my feelings but I keep falling over and over
Stop asking me how I feel 'cause I don't know either
My heart so cold now, feel like I leave that shit in the freezer
Sometimes I flash out and get heated, steaming like a steamer
She done cross me, it broke my heart so I had to leave her
So much of losses, trying to figure when I gon' get a win
One minute I feel up, the next minute, I'm crashing again
I treat the beat like therapy, 'cause I know it gone listen to me
Trying to put my niggas on, give them a plate for days we couldn't eat
Can't vent to nobody 'cause I don't think they be understanding me
They gone feel me soon so I don't care if they be clowning me
They say they was down for life but them same people leaving me
I hold my hand out for help but they ain't even reach for me
So now I do not trust a soul, life done make my heart cold
I sit back and reminisce on times when I was really happy
Put my all into this shit, gotta do it for my family
I gotta have my people for the times when I thought nobody had me
So if I hurt you, I apologize, you won't understand it
My mind is switch like I bipolar, I know you cannot stand it
Switching in and out of moods, feel like I'm bipolar
Trying to get out my feelings but I keep falling over and over
Stop asking me how I feel 'cause I don't know either
My heart so cold now, feel like I leave that shit in the freezer
Sometimes I flash out and get heated, steaming like a steamer
She done cross me, it broke my heart so I had to leave her
So much of losses, trying to figure when I gon' get a win
One minute I feel up, the next minute, I'm crashing again
Gang