thanks mom - why don't u like me anymore Lyrics

I'm so sick of being sick of myself all the time
And being so stuck in this state of mind
And when I don't think about it don't mean
It's not there
I don't know how long I can pretend
I don't care
I'm so sick of staying up texting you
Forgetting to sleep
I'm so sick of being so sick of being me
So
Why don't you like me anymore
Just like all those time before
It'd be
Oh so much easier if I
Never cared
And it pains me to say it but I'm
Scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
Well I'm all worn out now I guess life won
It's far too exhausting just tryna be someone
(be anyone)
I don't wanna lose the one good thing
That I know
But you can't say goodbye
If you don't know you have to go
So
Why don't you like me anymore
Just like all those time before
It'd be
Oh so much easier if I
Never cared
And it pains me to say it but I'm
Scared, I'm scared, I'm scared
Oh oh
And if I hate myself
Would you hate me too
If all I need is someone to talk too
Would you sit quietly
At the side, at the curb
While screaming inside about all that's absurd
Could I take you on the train
Could I take you to the mall
If all I need is a friend, that's all
Scream along to some Radiohead song you've heard
While screaming inside about all
That's absurd
Oh oh Oh oh
Ooh oh Oh
Ooooooh
Oh noooo
Nooooo
Nooo oh
Oh nooooo
Nooooo
Aaaaaaaa
Aaah
So
Why don't you like me
Anymore