That Be OJ - Jokes on You Lyrics

Looking back on where I came from
Old kids tryna stay young
Making bad decisions calling others dumb
Ran away from home back when I was young
Waking round the house quiet as a mouse
Momma enjoys life with her new spouse
12 years old found out he wasn't blood
Tried to laugh it off but I understood
17 found out that nigga left
Then I met my brother it was rather swift
No free rides gotta call a Lyft
Mom used place on her right hip
Used to always tell me I saved her life
Then start telling me get a new life
2+2
Simple math
Couldn't cry so I had to laugh

Bad habits occur when I've been provoked
Started taking everything as joke

Audubon drive
Where I felt alive
Audubon drive wore no disguise
Back when I used to have friends
Back when I didn't wanna sin
Back when I didn't pretend
Why the good days gotta end
Lately been tryna find love
Love needs come find me
Cuz I'm too tired honestly
To focused on tryna be seen
Stead tryna be behind the scenes
Can give blessings
You ain't sneezed
Can't give hand outs
When it's not what I receive
Wanna cold heart
But my heart won't freeze
Want real friends
Easily deceived
Want do good
But no good done to me
Wanna feel safe
But they out to get me