This Modern - If I Should Go Lyrics

My fears alone could drive me mad
I find it hard to hold them back
I'm not the type to roll the dice
Sleepless nights not thinkin' right

Tell me how I'm gonna live like that
Tell me how I'm gonna live like that yeah
Always stuck up in the crib like that
I ain't ever gonna call you back yeah
I've been dreamin' about the finer things
I think it's time for me to figure this out
Got no place to go, no place to go now

Will I make it through
Or will I fall down too
If I should go
I hope the city burns with me

I lost you while I lost me
I was feelin' so normal just last week
Why the devil been feelin' so crafty
Tell me what it's gonna take to be feelin' some more peace
And I'm up and down, I'm up and down
You're not around, you're not around
Save my soul, don't make a sound
I'm all up in my feelings now yeah

Used to have a little light but now it's gone
Thought I had a stronger mind but I was wrong
Every now and then I'd rather be alone
Should have never made my head a second home

Will I make it through
Or will I fall down too
If I should go
I hope the city burns with me

Would you believe me, believe me
Would you believe me, believe me
Would you believe me, believe me now
If I told you everything

Will I make it through
Or will I fall down too
If I should go
I hope the city burns with me